Let's run away

Dear Jon -

You weren't at work today. I honestly didn't really expect you there, just hoped.

I'm going to go put on a "fuck me" dress and take nude photos of Marcus's new roommate so that he can try to get a gig for a porn outfit. My life is fun, sometimes. Tonight, we're all going to see a movie.

There's some sort of drama happening between my ex and his current room mates. I'm still trying to decide what my living situation will be in a few months. I had resigned myself to staying here until September and then finding a new place, but that process may be sped up if there's room coming open.

Unless, of course, you want to run away together.

Alex Day's You and Me:

We knew it from the start
That we would be together in some way
You needed me and you know
I still need you back
Don't get the wrong idea,
We both know what this is
And how it ends,
But I can't wait to share all this with you.
Let's run away where they won't find us now
We'll hide far away and we'll be free,
Just you and me,
Just you and me.

I swear these fantasies of you keep me going sometimes. A year spent with intention-filled visualizations of you. Meditation with a plot, right?

Oh, Jon.

- M.