Dream

Dear Jon -

I had the most wonderful and satisfying dream about you last night.

You have rejected me many times and circumstances have kept us apart, but now we are together and totally in love. It feels so intoxicatingly wonderful to cuddle up to you, to press my face into your shoulder, to nuzzle your neck and feel you smile against me. You are struggling with the realities of your life, and in a discussion we have you decide that you need a new job. We are driving in your huge van. We park outside the police station. I think that you are donating the van, but then an officer comes out and talks to you about parking. You tell him you'll be right in and pull out a jacket - you are going to be a police officer. I feel so proud and satisfied to be with you, and we're still figuring things out, but we know that we are supposed to be together. It's natural.

I love you, Jon. I hope you come with me to see Gabe this weekend.

- M.