It Wasn't Much

Dear Jon -

Haven't heard from you in three days. More than that, but that's the last time I txted you. I know you're with your old friend traveling to Canada. Or should I say "friend"?

I hope you're having a lovely time. I hope that time away from me makes you miss me. I hope that when you get back you want to see me. I hope a lot of things, I just don't know if I'm going to get them.

I miss you and I want to see you. I get so angry with you, sometimes. I think you are missing me. I think that you don't see me when I'm with you and you don't even think about me when I'm not with you. I think I should give up.

Leonard Cohen:

I did my best
It wasn't much
I couldn't feel
So I tried to touch
I've told the truth,
I didn't come to fool you.
And even though it all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

I miss you, Jon. Come home and txt me.

- M.